And then there was this:
I watched it and I cried. Then, I did a search online for something that I had read before about starting from couch potato and training to eventually run a 5K. And then there were the voices:
"JOGGING?!!? I'm not even sure that's physically possible"
"You're just going to fail... AGAIN"
"Come on, a 5K?"
I watched the video again (and cried again). And I tried to replace the mean voices with a single mantra: "if you want to do it, all you have to do is do it". I don't know if it will work this time. I don't know if I'll quit again. I don't know if I'll disappoint everyone who is rooting for me. However, this moment in time is the only time I can affect. I can't go back and change yesterday nor can I know what tomorrow holds. But this, I know: RIGHT NOW, in this moment, I want very much to win this war.
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